THIS IS A NEW POST
WORK IN PROGRESS ~~~~~
Hello this is a new post. I have not posted on MY PERSONAL WEBSITE in, I don’t know, 8-10 months or something? I have had many other things on my mind. But I think perhaps I will now post on MY PERSONAL WEBSITE. And isn’t that nice?
It is mid-May, 2026. (1.1) It is June 2-3, 2026. (2.1)
It is later June 3, 2026. (2.2)
It is June 8, 2026. (2.3)
It is mid-May, 2026. (1.1) It is June 2-3, 2026. (2.1)
It is later June 3, 2026. (2.2)
It is June 8, 2026. (2.3)
2.3)))
2.2)
tammy, phone pic of a fujifilm picture, early GOOD CHAOS shirt before GOOD CHAOS had been landed on, and so i believe this was July-August 2025? August in mind at least, before the obx trip with my friends, more prominent in my mind because of the offshore hurricane before folks arrived, standing alone (w paula & nash in the car lol) by the pier in the raging wind
MARCH 1, 2026
second update (2.1):
THIS IS MY FRONT PORCH AT MY CURRENT APARTMENT i have been in my current apartment for almost a year and this is my front porch, wow. it has already changed a little via the plant stand in the back. but putting up the buoy string was a major improvement. and it was easy! why don’t i make more major easy improvements in my life?
david putting out the fire at like 4 or 5 am after we accidentally stayed up til like 4 or 5 am having a nice time but not that crazy of a time and isn’t that the story of my life on such nights recently? i guess it is good because it is improvement over being a complete heathen lost to the battle of the night and the void. but ya know, sometimes you gotta push it a little. anyways, i only lightly edited this picture and the pinkish purple flame was not part of that edit.
i told myself i would take great photos with jolly doom stickers this night and this is probably the best photo i got, so, success, no?
STORMY SEAS, STORMY SEAS !!!! I drew this quite a while ago and I think I still mix it up in my head with some other stormy / deep seas type thing. Whatever. I took part of the drawing and turned it into this for a JOLLYDOOM insta story. Very nice texture eh? I’ve been working on that and I think I’m BETTER THAN EVER! (I was gonna say “so back” before that with strike through text but I couldn’t find it and almost fucked this whole paragraph up so whatever.) Anyways, creatures from the deep and monsters off the map continues to be a primary sentiment of my life and general mentality.
HA HA HA @ the sentiment prior to this pic !!!!!!!! This picture is from 2022 but I rediscovered it whilst up late & strange in Delaware a month ago and now here it is beneath the Stormy Seas. This was Tammy and my first cruise and though I was resistant to the thing I ended up enjoying it immensely. I know dolphins should be left to the oceans but some are fucked up and some are still around that were born in captivity. I don’t know everything about these Mexican dolphins but they seemed to be alright and their handlers seemed to have a very legitimate love for them. Don’t @@@@@@@ me Sea World @@@
JAMZ n shit
MY SISTER at importante upstairs not outside very nice very good time and ambiance and food and drink end of march same weekend as the second protest pictured below somewhere a la my mom’s visit first time (only time) at brave captain later that night run on sentence extraordinaire.
got a few new sample hats AND I LIKE EM
ha ha! for my 32nd birthday, my sister and I had a nice day trip to Bethel Beach on maybe not the Northern Neck but almost. We got Hardee’s breakfast and had a very nice pensive time in nature followed by some idyllic small town stops. The other night I couldn’t sleep around 2:30am and I started looking seriously into foldable kayaks on the internet, with the thought stemming from a need for more excursions in nature, going to saltwater, going back to Bethel Beach (that having been early November 2025, late night thought being approx June 1 2026)... they are expensive but I think maybe I have to have one and go back there and get out on the water and really onto the strange small islands and sandbars and then, of course, have all the thoughts and moods that that entails.
A powerful text from John Fowler (as usual, casually spoken) over a picture from my sister and my... first trip to the desert? Could be second, I’ll have to fact check. But it came to mind as it holds a prominent place in my mind.
^^TWO COMICS^^
I wrote this (below) in... 2018? So some 8 years ago. The page was to be part of Mindplay Vol.2, which is maybe 200 pages or so that I never finished and put out. I was going through some archival files the other day, looking for something, and I couldn’t help but stumble into the memory bank a bit. It’s nice to see... how far I’ve come, personally, in life, and then also creatively. Sometimes I give far too great of a creedence to the past, as if I was onto some ineffible truth then that I cannot touch now. It is a false notion. But that being said, it’s also nice to see some old things that still hit.
first update (1.1):
Great! I went to a “2010s” party, which I found a bit strange as the 2010s were about 16 minutes ago in my mind, and then, I don’t often go to parties. So I wore a wonderful heavy-print graphic tee from approximately 2014. No one liked it then, and no one liked it now! Ha ha!
But fuck em, cuz it’s lil wayne & john wayne, both w wayne’s tats, and that’s a good fukn shirt.
BEESECHURGER
just so you reader understand that this is all very serious. ground beef is expensive! the lean beef costs approximately one trillion dollars, so i buy 3 pounds of theFATbeef, and then i cook it all up and freeze a lotta burgers. who cares.
ok
ok here are the male cousins
minus brian & daniel who do not come to family events these days; billy is missing a thumb; my right hand pinky & index are permanently bent; hunter is actually my cousin’s son and he has had enough trouble i think so we wish him and his fingers well. also i believe i am exactly twice hunter’s age in this photo so that’s strange innit? kentucky derby fit
you’ll never believe this but i have not written or gotten on the elliptical nearly enough since then. seriously, this is not just self-deprecation. if you could see my ~word~ document or maybe take my heartbeat after a 5 minute trot, you would be appalled, and you would know it to be true.BABY STEPS YA BITCH ASS BOI
again, barely know what the last post covered. time runs together. but i try to get to key west twice a year, entirely thanks to my parents. this photo is from 6:12pm on February 13, 2026. That was a Friday the 13th (the first of two months in a row). I didn’t feel spooky at all. This image is entirely unedited.
alright then here’s winter 2025 wow, i guess this is my solo walk around midnight on December 8th, 2025. meanwhile it is 4:15 am (mid-may 2026 ha ha) and youtube is telling me maybe vikings saved the irish population??? i don’t know mate, people get down a weird internet rabbit hole and obsess about their heritage or their culture or something. hey HEY, why don’t you fuck off and obsess about what’s happening at your local bar? people from the year 938 AD do not care about you. Heather’s friend’s Joe’s cousin’s friend’s Clara might care though. I mean, I doubt it. But the odds are better. Smoke a little ciggie and see what happens, eh?
it’s just me n me dah, dohn mihn tha birh shei
